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Saving my plants at this point will be saving any push i have to keep going. Im ready to throw out my garden and just be done with growing anything. It sounds super lame and childing but it just feels like a big F U in the face seeing my plants slowly each day getting worse and all efforts seem to go nowhere or speed up the process.

Im so discouraged I just dk if i want to garden anymore ..):

To be honest, im losing all motivation to keep gardening. These ****ing bugs have ruined me. I am so discouraged and I just wanna cry.. like i have been gardening for years and i have never had this type of issue or any pest problems before aside from maybe once or twice on individual plants (morning glory and cilantro).i have never had pests spread to practically all of my plants.

IM LOSING PLANTS THE ****IN PESTY EVIL ASS APHIDS ARE SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE .. WELL IDK IF IM TRIPPIN BUT IM ALMOST 100% SURE THEY ARE AT LEAST. .):

Bonsai wisteria? https://www.gardening-forums.com/threads/wisteria-problem.25738/ sounds iffy to me.